28.12.08

hello people. Merry Christmas and a happy new year!!! okay, i have not done my hw and am so gonna die.. can someone help me print the hw out? Please?? Can you ?? My printer has been irreparably spoilt and i need to change.. please help.. thanks. and have i mentioned? I'm in love with starwars. Who else?? Oh yeah, I got these super cool star wars bearkeychains. I got the Clone trooper( BLUE), TIE Fighter pilot, Dart Maul, Jango Fett and Boba Fett. Each one costs from 4.95 - 7.95. Go and check them out. Can get them at all Action City outlets and they are really nice so go and check em out. am planning to get Darth Vader next. Chewbacca is pretty cool too... Or you can get all 16 designs for 89.90 at action city. go check em out! Also, go and check out Star Wars online encyclopaedia. its called wookiepedia.com.just search ' star wars wikia ' on theweb.its free too so its really good Goodbye.

13.12.08 (2nd post)

Whats a storm
and whats a fire
when the norm
is nothing but cold hard sapphire?
when the heart bleeds from red to blue
then alls that left is but a clue
an echo; something that might have been
but never quite to be seen
what is left; an old tattoo
one which should be taboo
but thread it may be
to the soul, it speaks volumes.

13.12.08

hello. long time no post. okay, i just found out that animania is nice to watch (I watch when dad is doing overnight) and I have been watching toradora for the last 8 weeks or so and it is hilarious. no, seriously, dont take my word for it, go watch it.its bout these students who generally hang out together. its like romantic comedy with a twist.. I want to watch yes man . you know the movie, yes man ? the one where the guy is taught to say yeas to everything? Sounds like a really funny thing. You can sorta imagine the situations that he'll get caught up in, righgt// okay, so anybody wanna watch with me?? leave a comment or send an sms if youre interested, k?? watched Wall.E yesterday. (On video). I havnt completed watching the video but so far, its so touching. its comforting and yet a little scary to know that in the future 700 years from now, everybody's gonna look like me ( JOKING). :) . on to books . i have purchased the graveyard book and brisingr and have completed reading them. the graveyard books bout a kid who gets adopted by the ghosts in a graveyard. ( the book is NOT horror) . in fact , its touching and really heart warm9ing. about the author... well , who do you think can pull off such literary genius? NEIL GAIMAN, of course! love the dude. on to brisingr. its the 3rd book of the inheritance cycle which should explain how AWESOME it is! its even better than eragon or eldest! and its a good read for people who have not tried the inheritance cycle yet cos its got a synopsis of eragon and eldest. Paolini's a genius ( he's the author).

i am lending out these 2 books starting next year Jan so anyone who wants to borrow these books leave a comment on my blog, kay?? I guess thats it really. Goodbye. ( just leave comments and stuff)

24.11.08

hello. my crap bro is beide me now. K. I need to start work on that creative writing project. like,today. was just thinking about starting to write poems in my blog again. Should I ??? Coments are much appreciated on this matter. Okay, firstly, I better answer all the comments I have received in the 2nd previous blog. Yes, I know only 3 people commented but stil...

Izyan: erm, what makes you think that Chinchillas are scary? Ithink you got confused with tarantula. They are both ending with la. that is why. completely explainable.... :)

Jana: Hi.. I am fine. How are you? Hope you are having funn now... You should be, I guess. And good luck with your results:)

Sarita: Hey.. what makes you think that chinchillas are scary???

Okay, Will post poems at night. Got any ideas on what else i can write?? Will try to write erotica but in another blog...;) ( JOKING )
will post again in the evening. I should get to work..With CAP

23.11.08

okay, I just deleted my Super long post!!! Thanks Jana, Sarita and Izyan. Its 2.45 a.m. Will post on monday

hi. am blogging from infocomm. its, like, 9.20 in the morning now. i dont really know what to say... oh yeah. i want to get a chinchilla. saddeningly, i can only get it once my house is air-conditioned and that may take another year so am really annoyed. oh yeah, how come so few people know what a chinchilla is anyway?? is it really that uncommon.? i mean, really. i think they sound like perfect pets for me... they can live for about fifteen years. thats kinda long for something that resembles a blown up hamster isnt it? but they really are cute. just kinda poofy. i want to get a hamster but my mom doesnt like them since she found out they eat their own young. she knows the scienbtific reason but she still says she duislike them. oh and ive got something else to tell you about. theres this creative writing thing that my teacher nominated me for. i have to create this portfolio thingie with 5 to 8 essays and thats going to eat my holidays. but if i manage to get in i manage to got to a 5v day camp in june next year. in NUS. and we getv to stay in NUS dormitories for the whole 5 days. like, wow. okay, anyway, if we manage to get chosen further, we will get a 9 month bondage with a local proffesional writer... THAT IS SO COOL!!! okay, gonna play games now. bye bye.

30.10.08

hi. like, long time no blog?? its 7.50 now. at ten, i will ave to be in keyboard class at Serangoon so am not gonna blog really long stories. its been a real long time since i last blogged and a lot has happened since then . will try to cover all of it. okay, firstly, i got into 3e1. yeah, Bio,Lit and History. its my first choice so, no regrets. and Wen Liang is following me in. Too bad Justin Ho is not. that is sad. he is going where half of the people from 2e2 are going. to 3e5. Oh well, can still see him. still have not seen Daiki and Ganeish. Sad case, that one. gotta meet up with them. oh, and i got into this public speaking competition. Managed to clear the eliminations and make it to the top 10 but couldnt make it to top 3. returned with consolation. Oh, well, its an experience, I guess. and I managed to make it to top 10 among 320 students so no regrets in that sense. okay, then, what else is there? oh yeah. the keyboard examinations. i am thourougly unprepared. okay. lets just say i dont even like keyboard. especially theory. i hate theory. and guess what? I am sitting for te bloody exams on Saturday.

okay, let me talk about the swimming yesterday. yeah, i went swimming yesterday evening. i went with my dad and younger brother. went to the new woodlands swimming which, thankfully, is much cleaner. I received the usual bout of scolding from my dad. let me tell you. after we had changed, my brother, who is in pri4, wanted to see how the baby pool was ( it was renovated). to go in, you have to be less than 1.2 metres in height. i said it and as an immediate reply, my father scornfully replied, ' Dont start your rulebook nonsense now. If the lifegaurd says he needs to come out, then he will come out. so, we walked to the medium pool. there, the water was kind of warm. when my father asked whether we wanted to go to the adult pool to swim, I highlighted the fact that my younger brother might not be able to swim properly because it had been more than a year since we last went swimming and he never could swim well. my dad cut me halfway and immediately retorted, saying that my brother had a mouth and if I was unsure, I just had to admit. Obviously, this was said scornfully too. when we went to the adult pool, we started to swim. oh, well, it was fine lah. but because of all the scornful replies I got, it ended up with me angry and the whole experience feeling like shit. but i like swimming. my foot problem doesnt affect me when i swim. i get to have exercise ( which i need badly) without the burning pain. it doesnt hurt, so its good. Simple . Gotta go for class now. when I come back, i' ll blog more. So, for the next 2-4 hours, Goodbye.

8.10.08

oh yeah. thats what im feelin now. just.oh.yeah. the exams are over. every single one of those disgusting things has been dealt with.. i went LAN-ning with Andrew just now. was so fun. seriously it is just awesome. anyway am not going to play again there until holiday start again... but thats 3 weeks away so heck. tomorrow is going to be such a wasted day. got to go for this yagam thing with dad and need to open 108 lotus flowers. i have done it before and believe me on this one, it can cause fatigue. he isnt going to work after that so will follow hi m home and waste my life( dont think he will let me use MY laptop). that laptop's 2 years old and if im not wrong, moms still paying for it. cant wait for ganesh to be back. i want to borrow his PSP for the 6 days that hes gonna be away but i dunno how im gonna get it from him. I wish he downloaded GTA. that game is so fun. sure it has nothing when you look at it from a logical point of view... but WHO CARES. hahas. anyway, i can clearly remeber that time I went to go do CIP. was 1 or 2 months ago. Andrew and YuXun were two of the seven( including me ) in my group. then Andrew brought his PSP with GTA in it. I was hooked, so to speak.We were like selling balloons that were twisted and for lunch went plaza Singapura. then YuXun and I took turns playing until the battery run out. that was hilarious. more of this retarded CIP another time. now, i gotta tell you( whoever you are who actually took the time to read this thing) something. im suddenly crashing into primary scl classmate's blogs. first there was Kaili's then Livinyah's( which keeps on hanging whenever I try to post a comment from the computer from my Grandfather's house) and then saw Atiqah's. wow. we didnt know that we had a class blog from p6! anyway, kaili can you pass me the password and username for that blog so I can post stuff in that blog and make it come alive? yah, I know that my blog doesnt even have a skin and a tagboard but in terms of posting, yeah, I can post... and enough about the lack of a tagboard and skin already.Andrew's helping me with that so expect to see a tagboard in a couple of days along with some skinning( that sounded so wrong). hmmm... what else do I have to say.. oh yeah, about that Ritika name, can someone help me get a meaning for it already? trust me, Ive tried and the meanings are so concise.i want something a bit lengthier... thanks for anybody who comments about this. and Kaili, thanks for commenting at my blog. glad you appreciated the poem though it really isnt anything much. so thanks yo.. oh, yeah, if you see Sean, ask him to give me a wring. I forgot his handphone no. alternately, you could just pass it to me. i dont have msn. just leave the number at my commenting area in my blog ill delete that comment once reading.. so thanks again. now Im just wondering whatever happened to Kesavan? the one from endurance ( our batch)? nvm i got this guy from our batch endurance called Bing Zhi and he said he has Kesavan's contact n0. unforunately, i can only get it from him when he repairs his spoilt phone and recovers the contact memory. sad, but I can wait. thats all for now, I think. am not angry about literature because,ah heck i just cant be bothered anymore. I better do well for the SA2 though. will try to get the poem ( yes... got 5/5 for it) posted into my blog. Its 3 typewritten pages long so its gonna take a hell lotta copy and paste to acomplish that but, as I said, soon. got to choose subject combination also... am Going Bio, History,Lit. Woooo!!! anyways chemistry is compulsary in my school and i dont do well in Chemistry. what to do? compulsary what. damn. nevermind. then, my Maths, which sucks badly, has to be A maths. Am from Swiss Cottage secondary 2e2 by the way. I found a nice skin and hopefully I can get it on my blog soon. then that tagboard thing i still dont know because I probably have to ask DaJian. thunderstorm. post next on friday.goodbye

7.10.08

that speck of gold
that shallow hold
of swallow's hope
in a mindless play
of the minds mope
how long,how long could it last
the candle has blown
the light once so vast
now floods only fools gold
a cold chip
of bitter ice
like a frosty whip
now hopes a lie
and thus remains a seer
blind

Comment. its called ice. its about how im feeling now

7.10.08

hi. am back. am feeling sorta high.not really. the studying exams are over but still got the stupid art exam...goddamn waste of time... need to prepare some more... aiyoh. then after that am going to YuXuns house tomorrow. there are things i want to get away from so as to just.... survive? like studies and school and grades and stuff. cant wait till Ganesh is back from Thirupathi ( 6 days!) and Daiki has finished playing his computer games ( he plays this grand chase thing so neeed to catch up in terms of level and stuff like that i guess. i can then go out with them. going to go meet up with Ganesh and talk about important stuff and just chill out. dont know where I am going to go with Daiki. he suggesed movie but I dont know what nice movies are going to come out... then there is school and stuff. its getting pissing off to see and know that my grades are going to be horrible. i want to go play CounterStrike with someone who isnt very good at it and I want to have KFC. retarded impulses that I suddenly feel. now im caught in a dilemma. Should i go out with Andrew and play LAN at near my house or go YuXun house play his X-box stuff?? and then now must go and do art preparation. i just dont want to do art preparation today. have to get D&T file if not I get zero for it. I hate D&T. cant for next year because next year dont have all these crap subjects that are wasting my time.. i am VERY ANGRY at something. I am very angry at the Lterature choral reading marks. 22 upon 30. 22!! thats so freaking low. wanted to get at least 25 marks . and i know exactly why . its because of the stupid team members. okay, not all of them are stupid. Min Yi and Wen Liang were really good. the others just make me rage. those idiots. sorry.just had to get it out. i know that you may think that 22 upon 30 is average but thats the problem. Nothing about the poem was average. nothing about that wonderful reflection was average (thank you very much Wen Liang). but these mediocre fools just had to ruin everything. everything that I had such hopes for instantly put to death. they could not even read that poem once. its just four pages long. thats a pathetically small script when you split it among 7 people. bloody.. and they feel no remorse towards it at all. they think that 22 is great! I slogged like a dog for them. Wen Liang worked through the night for them. this is what they give us in return. we wanted to redo it. the two of us could have saved it all.we could have redeemed whatever we lost through putting something up. WOULD IT HURT THOSE USELESS >>>>>> TO JUST STAND I N FRONT OF THE STUPID CLASS AND READ? i feel exploited. I cant stand the sight of them and the mere thought of one of those people makes me bitter. I leave now.goodbye. leave comments

6.10.08

im feeling lacerated and torn apart. im being torn apart because i have no idea what to do. the cuts are getting deeper, the blood, redder. and somehow, i do not know whether i should go where my heart desires or refrain because of the impurities that uglify it, rendering it so...contaminated. why? why does he have to be here when i need him not? he has taken my life, flayed my senses and undermined any sense of authority i had over myself. but still shreds remain, c linging on like the loose tendons cling to the bone after all is gone. i have gone through hell and what hasnt killed me has made me stronger. but i cannot submit myself to his twisted yet perfect world. the stinging will go on. i am afraid. i am afraid that i would have to play a waiting game. how long more? when i am twenty? older? i have to wait. i am yet a sapling but i have grown on whethered and dry soil. soil meant for a cactus, not a mere sapling. he is a good debator, and his sheer ruthlessness makes him legendary. but he is not coveted. it would be a more appropriate description of my thoughts if i am to say that he is to be cast away i cannot wait until i can cast him away to a cellar in my mind where he would stay locked up forever. how fantastical. such a phenomena would never take place in reality. i would say that i am stronger now. yet, even then, i am not strong enough. i cannot take him on. for if i did, i would not only fling myself into all his wrath. i would submit her too. and him. i cannot afford to lose them to him. i can sense poison in his words and fire in his speech. i am scorched and yet, i am alive. i will live. i will be who i am. i will improve myself . i can detect the subtle threats and hidden motives in his voice. i have been trained for years with punishment that is painful and my only reward being survivalto sense them anyway. then when the years have been spent and when the moon is full and when the clouds stare with their throats choked, then, i will have what i want. the rusty gates will scream open. until then i wait. but i am not passive. neither am i asleep. i am improving myself. i am making myself stronger,smarter,tougher. i cannot live as his shadow or as his legacy. i am crouching; tensed. soon i will pounce. and sparks will fly to set the forest ablaze.

okay im done spewing my dark motives or whatever you percieve it to be. please, everybody, leave your comments. am going to get someone to get me a tagboard. anyway, what about that Ritika name? has anyone found the meaning out? please do help out. anyway, LingYing, i have no secret. just write whatever comes to your mind. a poem is supposed to be beautiful and what is more beautiful than the mind? thanks Sarita for commenting. yeah sure ill tell you about the encyclopaedia after reading it.

i wait; i wait.
for the red torn gates
i can see the latch
and the hole
and i have hatched
within my mind,
a key

Im waiting

3.10.08

hey. i just realised that i am getting bored... yeah, so much for being slow. i need to talk to one of my friends about something important and no, he is not making things easier by not replying the goddamn phone. sighs. he always calls instead of smsing and i cant entertain calls. cant blame him, though. poor guys not free to sms most of the time. needed to meet him and talk to him about stuff. cant meet him after exams too cos hes going to thirupathi. venketeswara just coudnt choose a better time, could he? nevermind. just ranting, so dont mind me. he ll be back only on the holiday week... so i guess ill just head over to yu xun house play GTA... NEWEST version . oh yeah... and then this other friend, i ask him to go out after a LONg time and he say only one week after exam cos he wants to play computer games... ill have to spend my time doing other things... ill have to catch up on brisingr... you know the third book from the inheritence trilogy? the one that comes after eragon and eldest? i think its going to be pretty good and i cant wait to read ir. oh yeah, theres this comic installment of the complete mahabharatha that my dad managed to get his hands on and i cant wait to finish the third book and stuff. its from amar citra katha but its really good, with three thick books in colour. its not kiddy or anything and it makes for good reading and stuff. its accurate and the english is good, with excellent vocabulary that sort of surprises me. its a good read for hindus and non-hindus. its this epic story thing but it is also a hindu thing but everybody can read it as a sort of storybook. at the same time, they can use it to gain insight o hinduism. for heavier reading, i got this giant three volume hinduism encyclopaedia that talks about all things hindu with awesome professionalism and an unbiased perspective i.e its not saivite,vaishnavite,et.c. cant wait to get started on it. each volume is super-huge and is, like the size of a huge dictionary. unfortunately, i doubt others can get it cos they were selling these beauties at the ramakrishna mission. the price isnt very cheap either, with the full mahabharatha comics at 60 dollars and the hindu encyclopaedias going for about hundred and twenty dollarsl. and, no, i didnt get it. my father did. but they are interesting znd i shall therfore read them. and no, i didnt get them for my birthday either, i would rather get an i-pod, so much for depth of mind. cant wait for the new games that im getting to come. then thered be a raeson for the inventio n of the computer that i would find valid., not that im complaining about technological advances... if i did, that would be the greatyest irony cos, for gods sake, i blog. any way, how do you get a tagboard and get a blogskin into my blog. c ant wait to get Da Jian or somebody to do it for me... and no, i am not complaining about not having a blogskin although it would be annoying. its the tagboard that matters... i need to get soon, like ASAP because most people cant be bothered to leave their comments at the commenting area which brings something to mind... to all those who have left the comments about my poem, thank you so so much. and who is the miss eccentric person? thank you very much for leaving the comments but, quite frankly, who are you?? also, i dunno whether i should write a poem now... oh well, i would like to continue talking, or more correctly, posting but i better go study for the paper 2 and science. before i go, can someone help me out? i heard the name Ritika. its one of my moms students names. its a girl name and i have tried hard to find out the meaning but i simply cannot seem to. so anyone who knows the meaning please tell me through sms or just post it at the comments...( I need that tagboard). and yes, i actually have found the meaning but it is concise and i would like a greater understanding of it... trhanks. oh yeah: background info... the name is of hindu origin. i think its quite popular in north india and i think the language of origin of the name is sanskrit. can anybody help me out please? thanks yo. goodbye

lying still
in greatest instill
of cold sorrow
sometimes bidding for the morrow
and sometimes forever more
in sunny chill
with no thrill
i beseech
in my speech
goodbye

29.9.08

hi.i need to get a tagboard.fast.anyway, im going to post two poems today. one is named werewolf. this piece was done when i was getting bored during maths a few days(bout a week++) ago. the other one.... well i dont know what its calleed cos im going to do it on the spot.
here goes:
Werewolf

it stares;it glares
the grey flames flare
as spittle and dust
become one in lust
it stares;it glares
upon splashes of black
illumined by secondhand son's slack
nothing but a sigh
of sorrowed nightingale cry
echoes in vain
as endless throngs of pain
transcend further
than a single cry
and, as angels face
lies defaced
through enslaving bars,
it howls,
a living lie

end.
so?how is it.?like the previous poems,everybody just leave comments or sms me or something like that.now for the next one, which im just going to do on the spot.kay.am going to begin.

mirrors lie
with spirits high
in endless cry
what hath their souls
those ravaged souls
those cacaphonies of serenades low
know

of doom to follow?
that is their strength
at moments length
for that single mirror
reflecting alone
became thousandfold?

and darkness alone
became the mirrors only glow
oh what a blow!
seething words
and angry tears

bound the book
of hollow years
and years themsoulves,hollow,yet profound
once served as a solace ground

now they burn,
divided,yet single
for how could that asylum turn
to a burial ground
unwanted and stained
with the dust of time,

they soon become dust,in time

end.so,hows this one.please leave comments and sms.thank you.the poems about a mirror( a bathroom mirror) that breaks and lies undiscarded. you can make out its story,right? please leave comments.please.thanks.the poem might have typos as i was typing as fast as i could.please, everybody, leave comments and/or sms me. thanks everyone. going to get ms.yap to visit my blog and check the poems out.:)

26.9.08

hey hey hey.long time no blog. might as well just do something before my damn studies gotta be resumed....
ME

I stare,I stare
into voidless despair
for what is life
but a sack of strife
i close and
to no avail
for grain by grain,sand
drifts in through veils
a storm of sea and a storm of drought
but worst is calm
when all is still
that is agony,
perfectly instilled
for when
the wren
cries in unsheltered
scream,then
you know
that hopes a dream
and shallow river
becomes an ocean
even then you shiver
for what was once a river, small and untold
is now an ocean cold
and the deepest reigns
now cannot touch sunlight gold
the mystery,it is a horror
it is not a sight to behold
and angels kiss
could not enleaven this
and deep down inside,
i sense
something has gone
amiss

Hariharan

so hows the poem?u can sms me about it or leave a comment.please do.goodbye.( this is not the poem that i used for the literature project). still cant get the soft copy of that one.this is just something i made on the spot.:)

i burn,i burn in a cold fire that extinguishes and douses everything else that is to be. i have learnt alot in the past 2 days.things that make me want to scream and sob.sometimes, i do that.i imprison myself in the toilet and scream silent screams. at the same time,i usually sob uncontrollably. it is not correct and i know that. but this is the only way that i can keep myself from going insane. what have i learnt,you may wonder.well, let me begin frm the beginning. i followed my mum to melecca on an educational trip on tuesday. she is a teacher in my primary school and the indian dancers were allowed to go on the trip for winning Gold with Hons twice in a row. so i could come along( because i am my moms son).i had several reasons for going: mainly to escape my dad. i am too emotionaly drained to tell you the rest of the long long story now. later,when i am more composed.

31.08.08

hi.i am like so godamn tired. im tired of being tired. i got a b3 for english.gonna sue mr.yow.yah.dunno how i got so low cos wasnt in scl on friday.nevermind.when i go to scl or on thursday,can get my progress report from min yi.hope she has it... if not...sigh...patience,patience. im just wondering whats gonna happen on thursday...gonna go wen liang house...wish they at least read the script..they better..anyway,even if they dont,i wont,like do anything to them. in that way, i guess im kinda soft.still get irritatedbut at least i wont,like,shout at them or anything...i guess thats just me. people misinterpret that as cowardliness... im just not aggressive.whats their problem?i hate it when people come piss me off just cos i wont,like,fight back.ok,maybe i am a coward. ill probably be the first to run from a fight.any fight. im not strong enough to take other guys that way and i really dun want to. doesnt mean that people who do not want to fight are cowards.but then gain, i am one. it hurts me to think howeasily i can be trampled upon by this cruel world.. thank god that i have good friends..thanks,wen liang and justin ho. i am such a pathetic little weak,wyrm.how ironic then that i feel human things such as anger and love.i should have no right to these emotions..how evil that i be bestowed with them? i can feel love for someone else,but it will never be returned.how can it?how can someone from the streets actuall feel anything except for revolt or acceptance or at most,friendshipfor me.but love?what hath i been dreaming of? i am a monster. a pathetic useless,weak excuse for a monster. a wyrm.aye,that is what i be.how can i then, expect that urban angel to actually fall for me? how sad. how pathetically sad. oh yeah... will post my poem on ASAP as soon as i find the soft copy,kays

30.08.08

hi.damnit.i know that i said that i can only post once a week, but chances are anew. yes. my dads out doing overnight at his workplace and my mum is going for her teachers day lunch,so am at grandads home. oh well, at least i get to blog... my brother has been bribed wth my handphone and mp3 so he would like, piss off. anyway... i have a funny feeling todays gonna suck. maybe not. in fact, i just think that i can pull through... soon, will go to the keboard lesson that i am taking. its in serangoon road, which is goddamn far away from woodlands. the lessons at 2. thank god that my grandparents are dropping me off. that way, i only have to leave at 12. that gives me about 10 minutes or so to blog.beter make use of it. i am a frstatingly slow typer.. my saturdays seriously suck. can you imagine spending a saturday at serangoon road? it really,really sucks. how annoying. ive gotta study for 2 hours to top it all of, as per my dads wishes yet again. well,no.again. i do not feel like it.at all. i am so godamn pissed. talked to aishwarya and william about getting the lit group for choral reading during MT on thursday. aishwarya and william excelled in aiding in identifying my mistake. i gotta admit, what they said was right. they said that i had done too much of the work and,Wen Liang aside, i had therfore suceded in alienating the rest of the group.well, i do not like alienating pple. sigh. guess i carried myself like a total jerk in front of all of them. Da Jian says that my group only asked me to join them becase thay wanted to use my literature skills. well, its not like i have such great literary skills anyway. you know what, i think i will post my poem here once i can find the soft copy... i really feel bad about being an idiot in the group. i just want everyone to, you know, ace the whole thing. Aishwarya and William said that i should have let them each choose a poem from the net,instead of me writing the whole thing.they say that would have increasedinvolvement.but i just want the group and myself to ace or dowell in this. i know it sounds self-centered,but is it wrong? and i also want the whole group to just go home and read the whole poem and make sense of it. i know that the poem might sound boring but i did put inmy all and would making such a small effort as reading the thing really make them that much more exhausted?yeah,sure,its 4 pages longbut i wrote it with my true feelings so as it progresses maybe it would become more interesting. okay,anyway, i better give WenLiang some credit... he wrte the last 5 lines of the 139 line long poem. and he did a reflection of the poem. thanks,Wen. oh yeah, Aishwarya and William(a and w) also said by doing everything, i have made the 5 of the 7 strong group feel helpless. i dont want to make anyone feel helpless. the one who should feel helpless is me! where is Ms.Jodee Yap when you need her? she used to be a sort of Aunt Agony for the majority of 2e2 who bothered writing her journbal entries. No offense,Ms.Yap. you know about the aunt part... haha. well, i guess that is the end of my pathetic miserable lamentatipons.oh wel, goodbye.

29.08.08

hi.my first time blogging.am dying at my grandfathers home. today was ACES day and teachers day celebrations. i couldnt be bothered to go,anyway. sigh. today is the most uneventful day of my life. i am supposed to do 4 hours of studying as per my dad. well,dad, NO. i dont feel like it. at all. thats the eventful and extremely entertaining story about my life. should have gone to school. no. why did i even think of that? i hate ACES day. do you know what ACES day stands for? ABOMINATION of CIVILISED ESTABLISHED SOCIETY. why, why? which fool invented it,anyway? yeah, i know, its supposed to make us all exercise but we do that all the time during ET and PE in school, right? okay, so i havent been doing so cos of my leg injury for the last 6 months. but i try to lose weight. YES. am out of TAF club. and HARI to THE WORLD: its not because of my leg problem. its because i actually went and lost weight. okay, i better make things clear. i am not going to post regularly. i can,because of the lethal combination of overbearing dad and the nearing of final years, only blog, at most once a week. cant wait for thursday. can go to WenLiang house to do lit. hint: lit is not the reason for my excitement. anyway, i am so bored right now.wish someone would sms me sbout something. so please, if you know my number and am my friend and have my number,sms me. andf please, i beg you, do not be a joker or jackass and sms me if you come across this post,like, a week from nw. thank you world for your kind attention. you may now go back to your lives.kay,sorry. i know that sounded very egoistical. sorry. sigh. i just realised,yet again, to my seemingly endless dismay, that my life sucks. so please, can someone offer me a life with a giant mansion in Hawaii and a hot chick( not the bird chick)? joking.